The following is from my personal journal, with names redacted to protect the innocent. I haven’t updated this (blog? Site? Garbage dump of the soul?) since fucking April, and not that anyone’s checking back for updates, I figured this particular piece of writing might provide some insight as to why that is. I suspect that … Continue reading She’s Alive, But She’s Not Doing Great (featuring a real journal entry)
Tag: writing
The Sisyphus Shuffle
Saturday sunset, 04/20/24 (it was a lot more pink in person but the colors are still pretty) I have writer’s block. Sort of. I guess it depends on how one interprets “writer’s block.” When it comes to fiction, my hurdles are workable ideas, plot, and character development; in the realm of poetry, my obstacles are … Continue reading The Sisyphus Shuffle
The Magical and Maddening Properties of Time (Only Slightly Tamed By a New Special Interest in Spreadsheets)
Hello, gentle reader. It has been over a month since my last confession post, and while there hasn’t been much happening of note, I’m still frustrated with myself for such a span of silence. I was out of ADHD medication for a while due to shortages and miscommunication with my doctor’s office and with that … Continue reading The Magical and Maddening Properties of Time (Only Slightly Tamed By a New Special Interest in Spreadsheets)
Stupid Mental Health Walks & Sunsets
Sunday, February 18th Monday, February 19th Tuesday, February 20th First, here’s the Stupid Mental Health Walk song [this will open in youtube],which I also sing in my head as Stupid Mental Health Skate, which is actually what helped me back to the rink. When you’re reluctant to do the thing sometimes being a crabby butthole … Continue reading Stupid Mental Health Walks & Sunsets
ADHD Wednesdays: Now Premiering on Thursday!
Hello and happy still technically Wednesday! Yes, this will officially publish on Thursday, and I could probably edit the publish time to make it look like I actually stuck to my intended MWF schedule properly, but I’ll let you see the back of the set. It’s a mess back here. Maybe I need to acknowledge … Continue reading ADHD Wednesdays: Now Premiering on Thursday!
Timeblindness
To describe timeblindness to someone without ADHD feels like making a shit ton of excuses. I think I'm painting a picture of a person who tries their very best to stay in the present moment and participate in life, but to the audience I've just lobbed a shitbomb of laziness at a canvas, farted in … Continue reading Timeblindness
Test Post/First Post/Whatever
Finally getting off my ass (I suppose technically on, since I'm sitting down) to start this thing. Around the time I registered adhdmovieclub.com I had this idea that I would be writing about movies and my "journey" of watching a new movie every day, but I got lost in a sea of crappy website management … Continue reading Test Post/First Post/Whatever
Cosmic’s Read-o-Rama 